Saturday, December 4, 2010
Feeling somber, even though it is a beautiful snow wonderland outside. It's so easy for me to spiral when I feel sad. Luckily it is usually a short lived emotion/feeling/whatever you would call it. Sometimes life is so heavy and real I feel that I can barely breath. I can't understand. I can't change things. It's just this joy/mystery/weight/ and it's so real.
Feeling helpless to something is such a horrible feeling. Remembering how each day is not promised is the sobering thought that usually helps me get out of this funk. There's little time to drown in sorrows because tomorrow isn't promised. I know. Let's keep breathing, keep trying, keep living.
I love you World even though sometimes you can be so grey and bleak. You mask hope, You make situations a complete mystery, You weigh my heart to the ground.